Hello, thank for visit my Site. - geewon

My name is Geewon (you can call me G or Gee)
Gender: free male (I'm just kidding, Male)
Age: 19, BD first of April.
MBTI: INFJ🟢INTJ🟣INFP💚 Everythings Turbulence.
Enneagram: 1w2, 6w5.
ETC: Phlegmatic-Sanguine, True Neutral/Lawful Neutral, SP/SO,
หมาตำรวจ, วิญญาณแห่งเวลเลน่า, กุญแจกล้วยไม้/ไม้โอ๊ค,
ตุ๊กตาแห่งความสงบ, บีเวอร์นักวางแผน, Gamer Type: Gladiator,
Hamster
Zodiac sign: Pisces.


[[ Schedule ]]
Weekdays
06:00 - 08:00 Just woke up, Preparing for depart to the colleague.
or Personal management, reading news/books
08:00 - 18:30 Study/Work, attend class, other activities
18:30 - 23:45 Study calculus/mathematics, physics, english up to the semesters.
23:45 - 00:00 Relaxation before sleep
00:00 Fall asleep
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Holidays/Weekends
07:30 - 08:45 Personal management, reading news, planning the day's schedule
08:45 - 10:00 Reading according to schedule (English, Soft Skills, World History, and Thai (because I'm not very strong in Thai language))
10:00 - 12:10 Learn Mathematics/Physics
12:10 - 12:50 Rest, Lunch, Other activities
12:50 - 13:30 Hobbies
13:30 - 16:30 Learn engineering fundamental and learning various computer languages
16:30 - 16:50 Reading news
16:50 - 17:30 Looking for free tutoring institutions and collecting free tutorial videos
17:30 - 18:00 Rest, Supper
18:00 - 19:30 Exercise
19:30 - 22:00 Study - tutoring - preparing to launch free English tutoring courses
22:00 - 22:30 Rest, play games
22:30 - 23:10 Reading news
23:10 - 00:00 On Demand


[[ Likes ]]
Looking at the sky:
Especially during the transition between summer and winter, it feels really good (because it's clear and cool)
Sunlight cutting through beautiful clouds is amazing
Want to breathe air surrounded by trees, cool breeze, open fields like in the song Akuma no ko
Or the Steppe plains with mountains and lowlands like in Russia
But I also like cities, I enjoy both nature and development
Hot cocoa and warm milk: why not?Everything related to computers:
Technology, and artificial intelligence
(More focused on computers and AI)
Quiet places:
good safe zones where I can use my thoughts and concentration at 300%!
Explosions:
(I like them because they're punctual and do what they're supposed to do well, even if they can't be controlled much)

[[ Dislikes ]]
Anything that interrupts me when I'm thinking and concentrating:
Well, who would want to be interrupted?
Plans that are postponed unnecessarily:
To clarify, postponing for invalid reasons like "let's postpone, I'm tired" but then playing games all day is not okay
Human errors that make you go "what the heck?":As mentioned above


[[ Hobbies ]]
Reading books, news, research, poetry, novels, especially Sherlock Holmes
Chess:
Haven't played for a long time, but can still feel the excitement of playing
My style is that I prefer thinking on the spot, it's more fun
Watching anime and cartoons:
If you scroll down, you'll see how much I enjoy watching. Actually, there are more than listed, but that's all I can remember
My favorite is Attack on Titan. I want to watch it with someone
And tell them about the content that I've watched approximately 10-20 times
Because I love it so much, I want to drag someone to watch it with me, but I don't want to force them. Now I'm starting to complain
LOL, I'm a nerd, hahaha~
Learning:
I really like to acquire new knowledge and skills
I want to be better than before, because I used to be very mischievous. I want to do better than before
I haven't forgotten the old stuff, I keep revisiting it
It's become a habit. I study so much that I sometimes miss trends. Sometimes I can't relate to kids on certain topics
Singing and listening to music:
It's a good way to relieve stress. I like to sing
"Garden" and "Michi teyuku" by both Fujikaze,
also "Gunjou" by Yoasobi, "Kick back" by Kenshi,
"Jealous/ขี้หึง" by Silly Fools, and many songs by Natori.
I want to find someone to sing with, but I'm afraid the microphone won't capture the voice well
Looking at stock graphs and anatomy for fun:
It's entertaining. I look at anatomy so much that I start wondering if I should be a doctor
With stocks, I enjoy analyzing them with news I've read. It feels very enjoyable
Writing novels:
It started from Discord role-playing when I had free time, so I wrote novels as separate storylines for the roles. Themes about the lives of people at lower levels, how they live their lives, what they encounter
Playing Discord role-playing games:
I really enjoy it, it's chill. But when coming to play the roles process, it gets intense.
I prefer writing storylines, especially love setting up the lore
Playing games:
Mostly I play strategy or city-building games.
My favorites are:
Rim World, Crusader King 3, Song of Syx, Space Flight Simulator, Heart of Iron 4, Cyberpunk 2077, Monster Hunter World, World Box, Doom Eternal, Warhammer 40000: Boltgun, Lobotomy Corporation


My favorite songs and what I liked in it.

"Brave as the bravest
Great as the greatest
Strong as the strongest
Hard as the hardest"

"There is no lack of courage.
There is no grief and ruin.
There is no room for pity.
No disappointment."

"What can I sing for it, to let the light sprout there again
For now I'm sowing this melody to guide the lost soul of my friend returning home
Because we met each other, I am here
Empty as it is, I will cherish all the more"
"This is my first time, speaking to you who vanished without a trace
With my shaking voice, wishing you could hear me there"

" Whatever comes to mind, give it a chance
Contemplate all you want, won't change a thing
Ride the waves of passing time
And run with the wind 'til morning, don't stop "

"The sounds are beating into my heart
We are the spring wind
Hear the sound, hear the wind
And make this song calm itself"

"There ain't no, no kind of line
That I wouldn't cross if you need me to
You're out here searchin' for signs
So I think it's finally time that you knew"

"My blood, it seethes, boiling deep, and I can’t ever stop
Although I smash and I slash, it’ll never drop"

"I’ll become a dream
Illuminating all the darkest nights
When you cry, so don’t say goodbye
Just promise me you’ll stay by my side"
"No matter if that dream becomes reality or not"

"But even if these words could one day be conveyed
They still would never know just what it really means"

"You can't let things end with you being powerless
That's why you have to go
And if you do, instead of dust, become stardust
Live on carrying everyone's dreams that you encountered on your back
"

"oh in comfort let me rest my eyes closed
I’m tired of the rules we bide, no, I will burn all the world and its lies"
"Happy, lucky, now what are you seeing?
I want to get your praise, how boring what a waste
Happy, lucky, now what are you seeing, so sweet?
"


What I liked:
Chocolate, Soy milk, Noodle, Computer, AI, Movie, Sci-Fi, Musics, Praying.

What I disliked:
whatever non-sense, spicy stuffs, overcrowd, unreasonable person.


Question: do you have a sympathy
Answer: yes, if no, I would watch everyone suffer in peace.
Question: who are you
Answer: if you scroll down this far, I think you known me more than most of my friends.


From now on it would feel like I'm yapping blah blah blah

Yapping:I has no type of girl I liked. (I don't know why, not an homo tho.)I often find myself felt bored, attacked by sheer of loneliness.Struggle with Social group.Sometime people didn't recognize my good side, but see the bad things I made and judge me even though I explained myself.Somehow, people not recognize what I express, before my emotional snap and mental breakdown. (wonder why, heh.)Mostly liked to explain things, but end up being ignored. (tsk.)I just want people to listen to me and understand for a little bit,
just a little bit is okay. I will not complain even tho you would say
"go fuck yourself" in the end.


The questions I often asked to myself:Question: how to make people understand me wellQuestion: how can I make them liked meQuestion: how can I make them know meQuestion: what am I from the perspective of people.Question: Am I a bad an person?Question: What am I different from people they liked?


Song I listen to whenever felt down:Young girl A
"Seem it all was my mistake"
In the end
"You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end"
"I've put my trust in you, pushed as far as I can go
For all this, there's only one thing you should know"
Rasen
"why so lonely?
why don't you tell me?
who finds this sadness
so necessary?"
"waiting by the river for salvation
is anybody listening?"
"on that day and at that time i'm wondering
if i had done something
would it change anything at all?"
"not knowing anything they'll try to tell you
what is the truth and who is sentenced to be a liar
with every judgment, shallow ethics show through
spreading like fire"
Glitche in the simulationReluctant Heroes
"Can't look back
They will not come back
Can't be afraid
It's time after time"
"It was like a nightmare
It's painful for me
Because nobody wants to die too fast
Remember the day of grief
Now it's strange for me
I could see your face
I could hear your voice"
Boku no Sensou
"Until the light reveals the end
Fear, hatred, sorrow, desperation
Even you look miserable
Look down from above I feel awful
The time has come, let's all go home"
"Sinister faces, growing curses
This is my last war"
"I purified the imperfect flowers"
"The pain in my heart getting higher"
Bad Apple
"Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay or should I go?"
"Can I take another step? I've done everything I can
All the people that I see, they will never understand
If I find a way to change, if I step into the light
Then I'll never be the same and it all will fade to white"


[[ Fandom and Main ]]
- AOT : Eren Yeager, Hange, Annie, Berthold, Erwin, Ymir Fritz (I loved this Anime the most)
- Chainsaw man : Reze (SIMP), Denji, Pochita, Kishibe, Beam (Second loved anime)
- Overlord : Ainz Ooal Gown/Suzuki Satoru, Takemikazuchi, Touch Me, Cocytus Antilene Heran Fouche
- Death Note : L Lawliet, Light Yagami, Near, BB/Rue Ryuzaki, Ryuk
- JJK : Geto, Nanami, Kenjaku, Higuruma, Bakery Girl (present fandom)
- Tokyo Ghoul : Jouzo, Eto
- Berserk : Griffith, Void
- Kaiju no.8 : Konomi, Soshino, Isao
- Doraemon : Doraemon, Nobita, Nobisuke
- Fire punch : Agni
- Hellsing : Alucard, Anderson, The Captain, Integra
- Demon Slayer : Inosuke, Haganezuka, Sakonji, Shinobu, Rengoku
- Warhammer 40K : Belisarius Cawl
- Evangelion : Nagisa, Eva 01, Ramiel
- 91 Days : Angelo
- Gintama : Gintoki, Yagyuu, Okita, Elizabeth
- Junji Ito : Souichi, Uzumaki
- Cyberpunk 2077 : REBECCA!, Johnny Silver Hand, Adam Smasher